Where are the
words?
Where are the
words to
Describe this
feeling, for
That is all I
do, I
Describe
feelings, because
To feel them
would be too
Painful.
But this one
cannot be
Put into words
Look! See! I am
Not telling you
Anything about
it.
It’s there,
I swear.
But I cannot
tell you
How it feels.
It’s like when I
felt scared
I was going to
be sitting
On a street
corner
With nothing to
eat.
But not exactly.
It’s like when I
felt excited
That there was
something
Around the
corner
That was going
to
Make life
wonderful.
But not exactly.
It’s like when I
felt anxious
Because I didn’t
know
What to do next,
And thought I
would
Make a terrible
mistake.
But not exactly.
It’s a feeling
neither
Good nor Bad.
It just tells me
that
I am finally
Feeling
Something
New.
Something
Different.
Something
True.
London August
2013