Wednesday, August 6, 2008

Pictures of Perfection

Child,
Believe
You can do
Anything.
Do not look at what is around you,
Think of what could be.
What you dream of is
Tomorrow's world.
No one can see it but you. 
Thank your imagination for
Pictures 
Of 
Perfection.
Others will try to hold you back
Because they lack
Courage.
Until you die
Nothing can stop you changing the world
Except your own fear.
Never mistake 
The voice of fear
For
The voice of reason.
YOU
Are the most exceptional person who has ever lived.
Only by doubting
THAT
Will you ever fail.
Take what you are and make
The future
BEAUTIFUL.

(London, January 2007)

The Comfort of Silence

Did I say that out loud?
It's not the first time
I felt
Like crawling away
Or turning back time,
Wishing I could
Extinguish
That desire
To tell a random stranger
What I believe.
I feel him shrink and recoil
From this girl
Who has said something
That makes him feel 
Uncomfortable,
Because he felt safe
In the knowledge
That his darkest desires
Were invisible. 
He wonders,
"How can she see
The unknowable me
When I cannot put into words
My formative years
That torture me?"
She feels his pain,
And then,
Falls 
Silent.
For once.

(London. January 2007)

Pieces Of Truth

Pieces of truth,
Fragments of memories
Make up me.
Pleasure and pain,
And the experience they gain
When vying for a spot
At the top
Of my list
Of significant moments.
Is it then or now
That matters, and how
Do I know if I can trust my head?
So much to think on,
Both good and bad, that curl
Like two trails of smoke
Disappearing. 
What is precious now
Did not exist then.
What was everything then
Is nothing now.
Much later
All will change.
Count and bless the good minutes today,
Tomorrow could bring anything.
There is a place
Inside
That I return to
For comfort.
But even so,
Every time I go
The sky is a different colour.

(London, January 2007)